Yup, came to the conclusion it has to be severed ties. And I really look for the best in people too What helped me was when my best friend growing up committed

Yup, came to the conclusion it has to be severed ties. And I really look for the best in people too What helped me was when my best friend growing up committed suicide a few months ago, when I was home I kept thinking how amazing a person he was, how nice, how pure and caring.... Then I thought about this person I was spending all my time with, the opposite kind of person. It made me sad to lose someone so good, I decided I would cut that other person out because they were so bad. IF that makes sense...