Thanks for the feedback. I've done some work on the side recently to help with cash flow. The problem is that if I have work I can do to earn money that doesn't

Thanks for the feedback. I've done some work on the side recently to help with cash flow. The problem is that if I have work I can do to earn money that doesn't make me feel anxious, it's even harder to motivate myself to focus on the thing that makes me feel like a failure/impostor, even if I objectively believe that the risk-adjusted value of doing the latter work is orders of magnitude higher.