Firstly, it's difficult to get perspective on something when you're in the thick of it. You may have made better friendships than you realise and these things w

Firstly, it's difficult to get perspective on something when you're in the thick of it. You may have made better friendships than you realise and these things will become clearer with time. Secondly, it sounds like you've lived yr teens a little differently to others, but there's no right way of doing it, and you'll be richer for some of the choices you've made and poorer for others, that's part of life. Live without regrets. It's a cliche but also a truism that you can't change the past. Finally, the great thing you've done is yr reflecting upon the life you're leading. The trick now is to actually act upon the changes you want to make and commit to them. If you can work this loop really effectively (do, reflect, improve) while also just being able to relax a bit and find pleasure in where you are right now then I think this is one of the keys to a happy, fulfilled life. Good luck!