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I'm 32, didn't go to college, and have been a programmer since I was 17. I suck at math. https://teachyourselfcs.com/ https://teachyourselfcs.com/ is a good resource, and they recommend (and have a link to the pdf for) Mathematics for Computer Science. I plan on getting through that at some point, but I've also had decent luck with https://betterexplained.com/ https://betterexplained.com/ - they do a pretty good job of explaining calculus.