I would like to point out this your perspective, and does not mean it actually relefects reality. Your feelings are valid but also can be misplaced at the same

I would like to point out this your perspective, and does not mean it actually relefects reality. Your feelings are valid but also can be misplaced at the same time. I think it is a poor way to start the day assuming everybody is going to think the worse is you. That may be something a support group or therapy might help with. I say this comming from a place where I suffered the same issues. And found changing my attitude actually changed how I viewed other people. Please don't take my reply as a attack on you. I simply feel your reply reflects similar views I had held at one point in life. And I found not worrying and not setting expectations on my peers really helped me to feel at home in situations that made me feel much like you describe. On the other hand I can't possibly know your entire story from a small bit you shared.