I recognize that I am my best self. Even at the worst parts of my life. I stop saying I "should" do this or I "should" do that, and just let life run its cours

I recognize that I am my best self. Even at the worst parts of my life. I stop saying I "should" do this or I "should" do that, and just let life run its course. Not sure if that helps you, but I've been there man. Email me if you want to talk.