I think you are just a guy who is at wrong place, at wrong time. Maybe you should try changing your circle of friends and meet different people, that can insta

I think you are just a guy who is at wrong place, at wrong time. Maybe you should try changing your circle of friends and meet different people, that can instantly change your mood. For example, at the place that I'm working, I felt the same way, then I found a nerdy group of people playing DnD. Instantly I felt better and I have people that I can call friends that I can just hang out with. My 2 cents :)