This made a huge difference to me too. I've always done my best to not feel bad. Feeling bad must be bad, right? I still struggle with smoking, I would rather

This made a huge difference to me too. I've always done my best to not feel bad. Feeling bad must be bad, right? I still struggle with smoking, I would rather feel nothing then feel the mental pain. I'm just rather torn, through my years of depression feeling terrible has never felt productive it feels repetitive.