In mine too -- possibly not as great as yours, but there's quite a lot of people, even in theoretically well-educated workplaces. I have visited a psychiatrist

In mine too -- possibly not as great as yours, but there's quite a lot of people, even in theoretically well-educated workplaces. I have visited a psychiatrists with my problems anyway, and it definitely helped. Also, most of my friends know about that and I never had any problems, but that's probably thanks to my choice of friends. If you pick carefully you should have no problem. Think about it like that -- visiting a shrink might cause your some problems, if it gets known in wrong places, and hopefully you can move elsewhere when that happens -- a harsh solution, definitely painful, but usually not the end of the world. Your current condition definitely causes problems for you right now. Also, you can't just move away from your current problems.