I do not want to use Cloudflare, because I will want to control it by myself, and also because Cloudflare fails to have some stuff that I would use and also it

I do not want to use Cloudflare, because I will want to control it by myself, and also because Cloudflare fails to have some stuff that I would use and also it has stuff that I do not want. Also, SSH and HTTPS are not necessarily the only protocols that you might want.