Please consider calling someone to talk about what you're going through. While I don't know you, I sincerely hope that are able to find a way out of your pain.

Please consider calling someone to talk about what you're going through. While I don't know you, I sincerely hope that are able to find a way out of your pain. Others have done it, and you can too, but you actually have to take some steps to do it. I suggest as a first step, you could call the suicide hotline if you don't feel like you can deal with this. In the US that number is 1-800-784-2433 or 1-800-273-8255 (1-800-799-4889 for TTY for the hearing impaired). More info can be found at http://suicidehotlines.com/national.html http://suicidehotlines.com/national.html See here if you're not in the US: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines Stay safe, and I hope you feel better soon.