Just.do.what.you.fuckin.want. Seriously. Life is all about enjoying yourself. I'm 21 now. Similar things used to hit me 1 year ago very often. Now that happen

Just.do.what.you.fuckin.want. Seriously. Life is all about enjoying yourself. I'm 21 now. Similar things used to hit me 1 year ago very often. Now that happens just once in a while. How I fixed this? I started enjoying myself whenever I can. What I changed? I stopped caring what I "should" do. Go to library and read Orwell's "Down and out in Paris and London". And Zappo's "Delivering Happiness", at least the very last chapter. I believe those should help you quite a lot.