Don't worry, you're normal. I've wondered the same thing a LOT. What I've discovered is that you can only push yourself so much (although it's more than many p

Don't worry, you're normal. I've wondered the same thing a LOT. What I've discovered is that you can only push yourself so much (although it's more than many people believe), and that there are limits on how long you can spend focusing on one (type of) thing. Also check this out: http://dl.dropbox.com/u/242985/rules_of_productivity.pdf http://dl.dropbox.com/u/242985/rules_of_productivity.pdf It's called "Laws of Producitivity: 8 Productivity Experiments You Don't Need to Repeat" and it's exactly what it says it is. Very interesting; I forget where I originally discovered it. My advice is to keep pushing yourself, but don't sweat it if you don't improve over night.