I think this quote from Mr Peanut butter speaks volumes to your problem. "The universe is a cruel, uncaring void. The key to being happy isn't a search for mea

I think this quote from Mr Peanut butter speaks volumes to your problem. "The universe is a cruel, uncaring void. The key to being happy isn't a search for meaning. It's to just keep yourself busy with unimportant nonsense, and eventually, you'll be dead."