Am not sure how many people will be ok to talk about it/ accept it from thr main account, I am clearly not. I can 100% say this does exist, its not only sex bu

Am not sure how many people will be ok to talk about it/ accept it from thr main account, I am clearly not. I can 100% say this does exist, its not only sex but "sexual desires and talks / talking dirty if you like to call it" from companion. I genuinely feel very depressed for 4/5 days straight with very suicidal and lonely feeling (My companion is not very much into sex and 99% of time try to avoid any similar talks too). Its very difficult to talk about this also as people simply consider you pervert and don't understand or try to understand. I don't think its being pervert as I am more then willing to marry and have future, its just that I love having that high and it becomes very difficult to cope with lack of that.