Am I really so old? The black back/front just does not work for me. I know I don't write on cards folks give me as much as I used to, but I still do at times

Am I really so old? The black back/front just does not work for me. I know I don't write on cards folks give me as much as I used to, but I still do at times and being able to is a big plus. Not being able to make a quick note because I forgot my white paint marker is just plain less smart then something I can write on with just about any pen/pencil/bloody finger/greasy stick I can find.