I get what you are going through. I overbuy products when I find something that I like because I get anxious that I won't be able to find it again. I have stock

I get what you are going through. I overbuy products when I find something that I like because I get anxious that I won't be able to find it again. I have stockpiles that irritate my wife and take up space. Do you have a wife and kids to support, by chance? If yes -> is this effecting them? If no -> have you fallen on hard times before? Or has a family member and you were not able to help them out? Money is far from one of my concerns in life. For me, I meditate, I read books, I enjoy friends, I enjoy making pour-overs, I enjoy walks, etc. Maybe you just need to slow down a bit? While slowing down take a look at the things you enjoy and try to make a plan to enjoy them more. The thing about money is that when you have it you want more, you won't ever have enough. Have you watched "The Big Short"? Perhaps do and realize that as people make money others tend to lose money, jobs, houses, etc. From the movie for every 1% unemployment goes up, 40,000 people die.