Do not overwhelm yourself with all that happened. Write down all the things you want to do in your life. You are only 19 and you can achieve a lot. Start by doi

Do not overwhelm yourself with all that happened. Write down all the things you want to do in your life. You are only 19 and you can achieve a lot. Start by doing little of whatever you want to learn, like coding. Give yourself some time to accomplish what you want. But the key is keep learning little by little everyday. In next few years you can still get good in computer science and also become a good web developer. Good luck.