I have the same experience. The difference is, I have been doing it for a year now, and still feel the same way. Although I've learned a lot, and am much much b

I have the same experience. The difference is, I have been doing it for a year now, and still feel the same way. Although I've learned a lot, and am much much better, I still struggle on simple tasks, and don't understand much I have to do. Being in such a consistent state, the anxiety couldn't sustain, and now is only like once a week of terror. I just keep learning and practicing and getting better. It's the only thing I can do to try and get myself up to a basic level to be a somewhat effective contributor. I'd like some technique to improve my learning, but the reality is I've tried techniques, and it just wastes more time than just practicing, and reading code, and learning. It's a problem, my only solution is to get better.