Sooo you want me to pay 100$ per year for hardware i'm running at home already? Nope. And i also do not want to have my email gateway at home. I do move, i do

Sooo you want me to pay 100$ per year for hardware i'm running at home already? Nope. And i also do not want to have my email gateway at home. I do move, i do like to shutdown hardware, i like to travel and might not be able to access my hardware. There are good small and secure email providers out there which costs money. I would even prever a managed vps server somewhere.