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I have depression, but it's currently fairly well controlled with medication. This ennui is not all the time, but occasional, and usually only for a period of
by cowpewter 8y ago
I have depression, but it's currently fairly well controlled with medication.
This ennui is not all the time, but occasional, and usually only for a period of a few hours.
Depression is a different feeling to me. Depression is more feeling incapable of doing anything, where ennui feels more like I could do something, I desperately want to be doing something, but nothing sounds enjoyable. I don't feel bored when my depression is bad, because I'm incapable of even feeling boredom.
Edit: I was also very recently diagnosed with ADHD, and am not being treated yet (dr appt in a few days!). It's possible maybe that my ennui is actually a combination of mild depression and the ADHD inability to focus? It will be interesting to see if I feel it less frequently once my ADHD is being properly treated.