I make decent pay each month, and when the money shows up on my account, I go "sweet" for 1 second then get back to normal. I once withdrew my whole salary in c

I make decent pay each month, and when the money shows up on my account, I go "sweet" for 1 second then get back to normal. I once withdrew my whole salary in cash, and wow, the relationship to money is quite different. I didn't spend as much. I felt insanely rich. And I had bucks for the buskers and homeless. Digital money isn't money. It's just Numbers with no relationship to reality to me (and many others).