nothing matters there is just endless work, endless things that need to be done to keep yourself alive and why do you bother when the reward is just more endl

nothing matters there is just endless work, endless things that need to be done to keep yourself alive and why do you bother when the reward is just more endless days like today? nothing to live for, nothing to care about, no energy to do anything but just sit around watching your body slowly fall apart fighting against entropy is constant work and actually giving a shit about anything helps give you a reason to put in that work and by "work" i don't just mean "your day job", I also mean things like "getting out of bed" or "feeding yourself" or "doing anything at all interesting"