Reading this stuff makes me borderline suicidal, and the only thing that stops me is that I have young children who would be worse off without me. I've gone fr

Reading this stuff makes me borderline suicidal, and the only thing that stops me is that I have young children who would be worse off without me. I've gone from hoping science will save them, to hoping we have a decade to make a few happy memories before things get truly awful. The only way I've been able to find peace lately is to think about how the universe will eventually collapse on itself in a few billion years, and to try to put human history and my family's lives in context with that. Both are tiny points of data on a chart.