Well in my case I decided to marry at 20 and was married at 21. Sure I was legally an adult but I had no clue what forever meant. I had no idea what to look f

Well in my case I decided to marry at 20 and was married at 21. Sure I was legally an adult but I had no clue what forever meant. I had no idea what to look for in a person. I basically married the first girl who touched my wiener. We had plans to have children, but due to her infertility which was exacerbated by poor lifestyle decisions and lack of self-care, we never did. At some point it became obvious that children weren't coming. I didn't ask her to stay home and raise my children though. On the contrary I invested quite a bit of time and effort into supporting her home-based businesses(textiles($6k embroidery machine for instance) and painting). Instead she made pot brownies for dispensaries under the table or worked 10 hours a week folding shirts for a t-shirt artist. She had skills from previous employment but chose a life of laziness. This was while I was working anywhere from 1-3 jobs, doing half the housework and spending weekends working on our house or taking care of her family.