I cannot advise well, but I thank you for your metaphor! Creating from the heart is an endless process as people always change. It is convenient to make choices

I cannot advise well, but I thank you for your metaphor! Creating from the heart is an endless process as people always change. It is convenient to make choices on the basis of money, but a profession with a good ethic is priceless and serves the better good. Perhaps break up your passions into those of curiosity and those of necessity, and unpack from there. Less is more some times.