Lol, I laugh because I am going through a phase like you. Idk if this is any solace, but many in this industry go through something similar to your phase. Best

Lol, I laugh because I am going through a phase like you. Idk if this is any solace, but many in this industry go through something similar to your phase. Best advice I can give you is network internally if your company is large enough, talk to your manager and voice your frustration in a professional manner, or lastly spruce up the resume and look else where