I'm turning 40 this year too; 2019 I'll be 40. Let's be honest with one another? You need to change your thinking and behavior. It's all mental and you know it

I'm turning 40 this year too; 2019 I'll be 40. Let's be honest with one another? You need to change your thinking and behavior. It's all mental and you know it. Feed into the bullshit negative thinking and it'll continue to grow and take over your life. You already know the answer - go out and experience new things. Take a road trip, have a beer, watch two grown ass men kick the shit out of one another in an MMA fight or go to a coffee shop with a book and tell yourself "Today, I let the moment slip by while I sip on coffee" and remember... Stop over thinking life. You can't control it and you'll never win if you think you can control it. Life is like a box of chocolates - eventually it'll be empty and kicked to the side of the road. For now, its full and everyone wants a piece.