Surprisingly, if you hang out with kids with cancer you will find them incredibly upbeat and engaged in life (Most of the time. Even people without cancer have

Surprisingly, if you hang out with kids with cancer you will find them incredibly upbeat and engaged in life (Most of the time. Even people without cancer have our days). Personally these events have increased my enjoyment of life and I try to not ever take a day for granted. My faith also was increased in the midst of these difficult times. Now there is still a dent in the door frame where I punched it when I almost dropped him when he was in hospice and needed to go to the bathroom. I leave it there to remind me how mad I got and how much it sucked (We usually remember our past by remembering happy times and forgetting negative times), but for the most part it has made me a and my family better.