At the risk of trivializing your situation because I can't even begin to imagine the frustration that I would feel in your situation. Do you have coworkers who

At the risk of trivializing your situation because I can't even begin to imagine the frustration that I would feel in your situation. Do you have coworkers who are bilingual and can start speaking to you daily in Japanese and English? Are your kids learning Japanese in a way that you might be able to learn it with them and sharing in that experience?