I even have an H-index of 8 (eight papers of which I am included as an author, cited at least 8 times). It's more the uncertainty that I am struggling with. I d

I even have an H-index of 8 (eight papers of which I am included as an author, cited at least 8 times). It's more the uncertainty that I am struggling with. I don't want to become some wage slave weighed down by a barely payable mortgage. I want to work on stuff that truly matters, but funnily enough ... the world is in disagreement on that one as far as I can see (ads, "social" networks, forcing influence one way or the other ...)