I used to have something similar in terms of dating. Not sure how old you are but once you do it once it gets easier. I had a near death experience at about 25

I used to have something similar in terms of dating. Not sure how old you are but once you do it once it gets easier. I had a near death experience at about 25 and a friend showed a romantic interest and we were together for a long while after that. My problem is that I either wasn't interested in anyone or I fell in love completely with all the issues that can cause but for a lot of people dating isn't quite like that...