Thanks for sharing this. It takes courage. You're being very hard on yourself. You're more than ready to excel at a tech job, and in fact you seem to be far mo

Thanks for sharing this. It takes courage. You're being very hard on yourself. You're more than ready to excel at a tech job, and in fact you seem to be far more ready than most candidates. Rather than figure out what code you haven't written or what system you haven't studied, spend the time figuring out what's getting in your way emotionally. Then try to put those fears to the side for a few weeks and start hustling for jobs. Your life is going to change dramatically, and as soon as you're ready to let it!