I smoked a lot in college and it caused a lot of personal issues. I think it stunted my early career development. I was sober for about 1.5 years, but I've gone

I smoked a lot in college and it caused a lot of personal issues. I think it stunted my early career development. I was sober for about 1.5 years, but I've gone back to it recently. It's probably not a good idea, because I feel the grips of addiction after just one use. But I've had my partner lock up my supply for only occasional use, and I limit my habit when I do light up. This feels extreme, and I might have to go back to abstinence, but so far I haven't experienced depression or strong insomnia like I have withdrawing in the past.