I’m sorry to hear of your severe predicament. Things were quite grim for me too and I suspect my life might have been at risk had I continued on the destructiv

I’m sorry to hear of your severe predicament. Things were quite grim for me too and I suspect my life might have been at risk had I continued on the destructive path. But I was able to correct and turn things around - though the recovery has taken as long as 10 years (depending on when you start measuring from) and is still in progress. But I know my life is not in danger anymore and I’ve had a long enough period of things steadily getting better that I can be confident of that continuing. I’m quite confident your stress contributed to your health issues; I’ve extensively researched the mind-body link, and that’s been the key to my recovery. You can contact me (email in bio) if you’d like any pointers. Regardless, best wishes in your journey.