I know, I hate my life. 6 years ago I had 2 degrees and so much enthusiasm for poker, life, and the future... Now I wonder how a resume with nothing on it is

I know, I hate my life. 6 years ago I had 2 degrees and so much enthusiasm for poker, life, and the future... Now I wonder how a resume with nothing on it is gonna look in a job market I know nothing about... The habits of this oft toxic lifestyle will be harder to break than many of the good parts of my routine were to establish... Plus, for me at least, 17k months and 5k days have never translated to actual wealth... On the otherhand, my 'job' has cost me relationships and years (plus two inches of hairline) I will never have back...