> I'm a man and have identified as gay for most of my awareness of my sexuality, but started experiencing attraction to women sometime in college I'm a gay man

> I'm a man and have identified as gay for most of my awareness of my sexuality, but started experiencing attraction to women sometime in college I'm a gay man myself, but what I sometimes find difficult is sometimes I feel some sort of attraction to a few of my very close women friends. It's quite confusing, I can't entirely decide whether these feelings are platonic or sexual, or even some sort of FOMO that I don't know what it's like to be with a girl, maybe I should try it. And as I've come out, and labeled myself as gay, I think it would be disingenious of me to try anything, since my women friends don't expect that from me. Though it has become easier being heavily into the kink scene (Recon, rubber/leather etc), and I come across all sorts of people, a lot of whom would identify as bi or pansexual. I'm just glad we can have a conversation about this instead of hiding it all and I'm 21, so I'm sure I'll work it all out.