One other comment: Is it possible that you have a learning disability? This is completely unrelated to intelligence--you can be VERY smart, but still have a lea

One other comment: Is it possible that you have a learning disability? This is completely unrelated to intelligence--you can be VERY smart, but still have a learning disability. Some people just don't learn in the standard way. Perhaps you could consult the education professors(specifically those specializing in area of learning disabilities) to see if they'd be willing to evaluate you?