Sorry for your loss, and hope you have friends / family for support. But, in terms of "why bother doing anything" - well, that is a big bag of worms, which rea

Sorry for your loss, and hope you have friends / family for support. But, in terms of "why bother doing anything" - well, that is a big bag of worms, which really none of us should entertain as a thought. In reality, in 100 years just about every single one of all of our best projects / art / websites will be long gone. And that is ok - we cant have art galleries with 10^12 paintings to view, but I think the point of life is for us as individuals to do what we love, teach and help others and just enjoy it. So finish the projects you want to do, for the satisfaction of doing it. And if you want, start a twitter account / blog and talk about it there. Chances are someone will get something from it. That's what the internet is all about - lots of hidden gems and views into what other people do with their lives.