I think your thinking of getting a somewhat junior role and enjoy it is good thinking. Just learn React. With PHP stuff you will get is kind of terrible. Find

I think your thinking of getting a somewhat junior role and enjoy it is good thinking. Just learn React. With PHP stuff you will get is kind of terrible. Find place that will get you and give you space to learn what you need. It is strange that recruiters doesn't want to profit from you. I would ping startups, go with what you are good at, don't focus too much on your woes. On other hand, ideal for you would be huge corporation, those usually have showers and spaces to relax, they are do things slow and care about your wellbeing. Wish you luck. Consider another city as well if you can find good opportunity.