I appreciate both you and projektir taking the time to respond to me, everything you've said makes a lot of sense but I'm still left with some additional questi

I appreciate both you and projektir taking the time to respond to me, everything you've said makes a lot of sense but I'm still left with some additional questions. It's way past my bedtime and I don't think I can articulate my questions very well at this time and I'll probably come off sounding like I'm trolling, which I certainly don't want to do since you took the time to type out such a well reasoned response. Do you perhaps have any suggestions for further reading on this topic that I could do on my own time? Keep in mind I'm not particularly smart or well read, but I'm definitely interested in exploring this topic in more depth.