Seeing as you were able to graduate I'd imagine your issue is not performance/anxiety related but rather efficient application of learned knowledge. This resolv

Seeing as you were able to graduate I'd imagine your issue is not performance/anxiety related but rather efficient application of learned knowledge. This resolves with hours upon hours of gruelling development practice. I'm 21 years into self-taught programming and can testify that it's the constant struggle that develops your chops (fresh grads are often terrible developers). Now if that doesn't sound like a path you want to go down but you still like programming (even if you don't want to be the one doing the dev work) I'd recommend picking up an MBA or some other administration based masters degree. Seeing as you have respect for the difficulty of programming and have the theoretical knowledge you could be a really fantastic manager and potentially at some point an executive over developers.