There are always project management and product/program management roles. Having a CS background can be really advantageous without all the coding. However, it

There are always project management and product/program management roles. Having a CS background can be really advantageous without all the coding. However, it sounds like you may be dealing with some mental health issues if you’re dealing with PTSD-like stress trying to do programming challenges. Please consider finding counseling at some point on your journey as this could be affecting more than just your enjoyment of programming