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Not to be critical, but I find this article to be uncompelling. I began working out when I was 13. After college post 2010 I experimented with Testosterone, fr
by tranchms 8y ago
Not to be critical, but I find this article to be uncompelling.
I began working out when I was 13. After college post 2010 I experimented with Testosterone, from 200mg a week to 600mg a week. It’s a whole underground culture.
My own experiences were exactly like the stereotype— increased libido, increased muscle mass, increase strength, increase mood swings. The sex drive is palpable. It’s ferocoiously potent, increasing sexual stamina, confidence, euphoric feelings of dominance.
I have coached many pupils in the realm of Testosterone injection. Every single one has experienced the same side effects.
I want to stress something. The endocrine system is vastly complex. Every hormone influences a cascade of other hormones. For this reason, maintaining health (strenuous exercise and a sound diet) is essential for ensuring those side effects are predictable.
For example, when testosterone levels are high, the body naturally wants to convert excess testosterone to other hormones— namely estrogen.
High estrogen can cause all sorts of side effects, including bloat, fat gain, mood swings, acne, and gynomastia. (Think what happens when a woman gets her monthly period... her body is flush with estrogen, and all the accompanying side effects).
To remedy this, you take estrogen blockers. Or AI’s (aromatase inhibitors, which is the enzyme catalyst responsible for converting T into E).
However, some estrogen is good. It is what causes a lot of that well-being and euphoria. Block all estrogen and energy levels plummet.
This is just one. There is DHT, or di-hydro-testosterone, which is 10x more androgenic than testosterone. There is cortisol. There is insulin. There are effects on HGH levels.
The list of cascading influences on the endocrine system is complex.
What else effects hormones? Exercise- circulation and digestion.
Diet. What food you consume effects your sugar levels, which effect your hormones. Your fat and cholesterol consumption affects your hormones. (Cholesterol is the base fat molecule that the body uses to manufacture all other fat based hormones. Without it, hormone levels are depressed, and the endocrine system functions sub optimally).
I say all this because it’s complex.
Human organisms are complex.
If you don’t understand or appreciate the complexity, you’ll ascribe cause where it’s undue.
There is no magic bullet.
We are a complex organism.
I will say, however, that testosterone is powerful.
I am no longer on it today, and I look back and think about how powerfully it affected me psychologically, physically, and emotionally. It definitely can change your life, and you can get addicted to that change. It’s empowering.
- oceanghost 8y agoThis. I have done many a cycle in my life, and of things far stronger than test. I hate that I only feel like the person I want to be on cycle. It speaks to the fragility and impermanence of the mind that a simple injection can make you a completely different person. If you've never had your mind altered, you cannot understand how fragile your self-identity is.
- tranchms 8y agoI’m with you. It’s been a struggle to reconcile life on it and off it. For six years I pinned. EW or EOD or ED. I got tired of it. It was consuming, and I felt like an addict. Testosterone is a carnal experience. I got tired of the mood swings. I felt amazing but, unstable. Certain things were not stable. My relationships specifically. I’m off it now, and I have to say, life is not as colorful, not as intense, not as visceral, not as exciting. My sex drive is average. I retained a lot of muscle mass. I still look good, and healthy. But I am a larger human being. I don’t see that changing too much. I’m not as lean. My hair has receded faster than it otherwise would have if I never took it. I have more bodyhair, specifically the back and chest and stomach, which isn’t all that sexy. I used to shave it. But I don’t even care anymore. Take me as I am. I miss the pump. The fullness. The excitement. The leanness. The vascularity. The ability to have sex 10 times in a row. The euphoric organisms that were like pure ecstasy. I loved sex. The endless energy. But I also felt like it was all artificial. That I was not really this person without it. And it was self obsessive. Mostly worried about what other people thought. It was so carnal, so... superficial. Physical. That didn’t leave me feeling too great. I think about getting back on. I’d look better. I’d feel better. It’s like the best antidepressant, if you can handle occasional mood swings and intense reactions. But I’m happy. I’m calmer. My life is more consistent. The highs aren’t are high, but neither are the lows. The relationship with my girlfriend has gotten more stable. The fact that I’ve had a girlfriend more than a year is a testament to being off. I’m focusing on my intellectual pursuits once again. Maybe when I’m approaching 40 I’ll consider TRT again. Until then, I’m okay with the way things are, and the way I am.
- oceanghost 8y ago