I was as scared to have/not-mess-up my second child as I was with my first. By the time our third came, I shrugged it off as "well I've already got two... what

I was as scared to have/not-mess-up my second child as I was with my first. By the time our third came, I shrugged it off as "well I've already got two... what's a third?" If I found out we were having a forth, I'd probably feel the same.