..as I would always feel guilty about one or the other.. From personal experience, I would say, get rid of that guilt. That was a consistent and big mental blo

..as I would always feel guilty about one or the other.. From personal experience, I would say, get rid of that guilt. That was a consistent and big mental block earlier in my life and still is occasionally till I get rid of it. The moment I get rid of it, I feel free to move forward. It could be hindering you also.