TBH I don't know. I can propose you to come to the chat I'm on (in my profile). Some people could help you and you might feel better to talk with other human be

TBH I don't know. I can propose you to come to the chat I'm on (in my profile). Some people could help you and you might feel better to talk with other human beings. You don't need to say you're that HN guy. Courage and good luck.