i am also struggling with the same feelings for years. Earlier this month i stumbled across the "discipline beats motivation" trend ( https://iheartintelligence

i am also struggling with the same feelings for years. Earlier this month i stumbled across the "discipline beats motivation" trend ( https://iheartintelligence.com/2016/11/17/discipline-beats-motivation/ https://iheartintelligence.com/2016/11/17/discipline-beats-m... ). So i elected a problem i (kind of) want to solve, blocked my calendar 2 hours every night ( when i usually would be surfing netflix ) and been coding. Right now, my progress is still too slow and too "painful", but i just hope to keep going and finish this... let's see... feels like the first month on gym.