It's a bit out of the conventional norms but I'd recommend going to an Ayahuasca retreat to cleanse your inner state. Depression stems from your energy (chi) g

It's a bit out of the conventional norms but I'd recommend going to an Ayahuasca retreat to cleanse your inner state. Depression stems from your energy (chi) getting blocked from rising up within yourself. Ayahuasca cleanses all of that blockage for you no therapist can do for you. You know yourself best. You are the experiencer of all of your experiences so you know what's best for yourself. No other person can guide you better than yourself. Right now your mind is running the show and it's running amok. Deep truths could only be realized when you're still. Stillness that touches the depth of your soul will guide you on your journey. Best you the best :)