Your life sounds unbelievably frustrating and lonely. I sincerely hope you feel better and wish I lived closer and could do something. It's not wrong to charit

Your life sounds unbelievably frustrating and lonely. I sincerely hope you feel better and wish I lived closer and could do something. It's not wrong to charitably keep your family afloat. That's for sure. Serious commendations for your rational generosity. You only ever get one family. One trouble with society is the opposite: Far too few children are too generous. Your life brings tremendous value. Hope you feel better.